My husband, Daniel Whitmore, stood by the grill with his brother, laughing like a man with no troubles. His sixteen-year-old daughter, Ava, sat on the back deck with her cousins, her phone in one hand and a permanent look of irritation on her face whenever I came within ten feet of her.
I had been married to Daniel for three years. Ava had hated me for all three.
I never pushed. I never called myself her mother. I remembered her birthday, drove her to volleyball practice, helped Daniel pay for her braces, and stayed quiet whenever she told people I was “just Dad’s wife.”
That afternoon, Daniel’s mother asked me to bring lemonade from the kitchen. I carried out a glass pitcher, careful not to spill it. Ava suddenly stepped backward from the deck stairs, laughing at something on her phone. I turned at the same time, and my shoulder lightly bumped her arm.
The pitcher shook, ice clinking loudly.
Before I could say anything, Ava spun around.
“Don’t ever touch me again!” she screamed.
The entire yard went silent.
I froze. “Ava, I’m sorry. I didn’t see you.”
Her eyes filled with tears so quickly it looked practiced. “You always do this. You always try to get close to me when nobody’s looking.”
My stomach dropped.
