“This baby is going to change everything.”
At first, it made me cry. Then it made me listen closer.
He never said, “I can’t wait to be a dad.”
He said, “This baby is a blessing for the whole family.”
The first time, I let it go.
The second time, I asked, “What does that mean?”
He was buttoning his shirt in front of the mirror.
“I can’t wait to be a dad.”
“It means everyone will be happy.”
“Everyone?”
He looked down at his cuff. “Holly has been through a lot.”
My stomach pulled tight.
Holly was Christopher’s older sister. She and Nathan had tried for years, including one adoption that fell apart so late that his family stopped saying the word “baby.”
I felt for her.
“Holly has been through a lot.”
But feeling sorry for Holly didn’t make my pregnancy hers.
“What does Holly have to do with this?” I asked.
Christopher glanced at me through the bedroom mirror. “With what?”
“My pregnancy.”
