One evening, shortly after the move, I was standing at the kitchen island browning ground beef for tacos. Sarin, who was now ten and had spent the last year being my quiet, watchful shadow, wandered into the kitchen. She hopped onto a barstool, resting her chin in her hands, and watched the rhythmic motion of the wooden spoon for a long time.
“Mom?” she said, her voice soft but incredibly sure. “I think we’re actually going to be okay.”
I stopped stirring. I looked at my brilliant, observant firstborn. “Yeah, baby,” I smiled, fighting back a sudden prickle of tears. “I know we are.”
She nodded, satisfied with the data, and went back to the living room to finish her math homework.
I turned back to the stove, and my mind drifted to a freezing porch, a black garbage bag, and the three words I had whispered to the darkness.
Watch what happens.