“Is this the wife of Daniel Marsh?”
The way the woman said “wife,” not “his wife,” not “Mrs. Marsh.”
Something about that phrasing made my hand tighten around the phone.
“Yes,” I said. “This is she. Who’s calling?”
“This is Nurse Caldwell at Riverside General. I’m calling because your husband was brought in by ambulance about an hour ago. He suffered a cardiac event. I need you to come in as soon as possible.”
I was already reaching for my keys before she finished the sentence.
I drove to the hospital in 11 minutes.
I know because I kept watching the clock on the dashboard, telling myself that as long as I kept moving, everything would be okay.
Daniel was 41. He ran every morning. He had just had a physical in March.
A cardiac event.
The words didn’t fit the image I had of him, even the version of him I had grown distant from.
When I got to the ER entrance and told the front desk who I was there for, the nurse looked at me with an expression I couldn’t quite read.
Not sympathy exactly, more like she was measuring something.
She led me down a hallway and stopped outside a set of double doors.
“Mrs. Marsh,” she said carefully. “Before I bring you in, I want you to know that the doctor will explain everything, but I also want to prepare you. Your husband was not brought in alone.”
I stared at her.