“I don’t think you’re ready, bud.”
I found him adjusting the telescope beside his bedroom window.
“I really wanted to go,” he told me.
“I know, honey,” I whispered, ruffling his hair.
“I wish Dad would’ve asked why.”
He wasn’t angry. Somehow, that hurt even more.
I told myself Michael was simply protecting the kids after losing Laura.
“I wish Dad would’ve asked why.”
***
The moments continued.
Michael answered for me everywhere… from restaurants to school events.
“You deserve to sleep in,” he said once when I sat up late to bake Ellie’s favorite cookies.
“I liked making them,” I said.
He kissed my forehead.
“I don’t want you wearing yourself out.”
I didn’t notice the pattern.
Not until Ellie found Laura’s memory box.