My Five-Year-Old Son Took One Look at Our Newborn …1

He frowned, struggling. “She looked like you. But not you.”

I remember the exact way the hallway light buzzed above us. The exact smell of baby lotion on my shirt. The exact pressure building in my ears.

“What do you mean she looked like me?”

“Same hair,” he whispered. “Same face shape. But older. And she was crying.”

I told myself he was five. Five-year-olds mix things up. They notice weird details.

They make stories when they’re scared.

Still, my voice came out thin. “Then what?”

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