“Ma’am, you need to wait outside.”The nurse’s hand landed on my shoulder—firm, practiced, sympathetic. I tried to push past her. “That’s my daughter!” The words tore out of me like something feral.“I know,” she said, calm but unyielding. “Dr. Battel is with her. Please, let us work.”
I stumbled backward until my knees buckled. The wall behind me caught my weight, and I slid down until I was sitting on the cold tile floor. My hands clutched the stuffed rabbit Meline had been holding in the car that morning, its left ear stained dark with her blood.
The hallway blurred. People rushed past, their shoes squeaking, their radios murmuring codes I didn’t understand. I pressed my forehead to my knees, whispering her name like a prayer I couldn’t stop repeating.
Three hours earlier, everything had been fine.
We’d driven to my parents’ house for Sunday lunch—a normal, lazy afternoon. My mother had called three times that week reminding me to come early. “We need to go over the decorations for Celeste’s birthday,” she said. “It’s going to be a big one.”
Celeste was my younger sister. She was turning thirty-five, and my mother was treating it like the royal wedding. Streamers, champagne, a three-tier cake. “It’s not just a birthday,” she’d said. “It’s a celebration of family.”
I didn’t argue. I never did with her.
By the time I reached the sink, arranging lilies into a vase that didn’t need arranging, the scream cut through the air. A sound that split the day in half.