“I need to stop being afraid every time the mail comes,” I said. “I need to stop choosing which bill can wait. I need to sleep without wondering whether pride is the only thing keeping me upright.”
His eyes closed.
“I’m sorry.”
I wanted to reject it. Apologies from powerful men often arrived polished and empty. But this one came quietly, without excuse.
So I let it remain in the room.
I did not forgive it.
I did not throw it away.
Adrian stood and walked to a cabinet near his desk. He removed a blanket still wrapped in tissue paper, cream-colored and soft. I recognized it with a jolt.
It was from Milan.
A baby blanket I had once admired in a shop window during our honeymoon, laughing at the absurd price. I had said no child needed anything so expensive. Adrian had bought it anyway, joking that maybe one day we would find out.
I thought he had forgotten.
He held it out, uncertain.
“I kept this,” he said.
I stared at the blanket.
A memory opened between us. Rain on stone streets. His hand warm around mine. A younger version of me believing love could grow simply because we wanted it to.
I took the blanket, because Rose was innocent of our history.
“Thank you,” I said.